it's enough. yes, i did say e.n.o.u.g.h. argghhhhh.. still have 2 chapters to go. and I dont know what I had read few days ago. oh maannnn, i cant remember all texts i read. reading the first few chapters are okay, then continuing with the next chapters, and you know what? i forgot the first few chapters. T.T it's just not my thing. learning law in Indonesian is already difficult for me, and now i have to learn it in german (and economy as well) =.=" okay, some people could spend their time reading those rules for hours and even sacrifice their sleep time. i am not included for sure. however, reading some cases that happened few years ago is just another interesting thing. one of the so many cases that i remember is, a building contract could exist without any name of payer on it. how come??? i laughed out loud at the time i read it. lolololol. but it's not a simple case though. the company which has accepted the contract couldnt easily ignore and not processing the work. they should have continue and etc. etc. etc. the case sounds simple, huh? but not for german. they do have a really complicated bureaucracy. every single thing needs "hitam di atas putih".

okay, i do absolutely need to finish the last 2 chapters and have a review. but how??? no idea how to review it. fighting fighting cl..

and yeah, i have just hallucinated. i did hear my mom's voice calling my name gently. d*mn!!! that homesick feeling attacks me again. please don't come at this kind of time. T.T is it because i am too missing you, mom?? haelt durch, CL!!

#there's a moment that i feel i cant do it anymore, i just wanna give everything up. But, i simply can't do it. I have to be more responsible to myself. I say to myself times and times, "give my best, do the best, yes, I aboslutely can".
#after the heavy rain, you'll get a beautiful rainbow to see =D

wish me tons of luck tomorrow =)

sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu