1,2,3,4 down! 1 more to go!

finallyyyyy, august is coming soon. it means last exam (it's not last of last exam though. still have one in october) to be accomplished. but i doubt should i take the exam or not. it's final year subject. due to my not so well done of exams in this 2nd semester, i dont wanna to make it worse if i pass this test with the tight score. haixxx... but it's just kinda waste of time, huh? attending lectures for 1 semester but not taking the test. hmmm... dilema dilema.. but seeing my ability, i am not sure though. there's so many stuff that i havent heard about. okay, let me see. learn first, decide later. okie dokie? so how's exams so far? NOT GOOD!! lol. i just had my exam this morning, and i couldnt finish doing all the question. it's actually 2nd year subject. honest to say, the exam was not so difficult as i have imagined. but i need more time!! i do swear i could finish it IF i am given more time. na ja, let bygone be bygone. and about the law subject, i am not sure if i could pass or not. it's d*mn difficult. however, never lost hope! wish i could pass the test. saddhu saddhu saddhu.

so, just few minutes before the test began, my sister sent me a picture of nasi padang.i miss it so muchhhhhh. she said it's to jiayou me. hahahaha. it's been a long time i dont eat rice. i didnt remember the last time i ate it since i was back from medan. fyi, i dont cook rice. hahaha. moreover, i suggest you guys to reduce the consumption of rice. many health articles claimed that it's not so good for your health. change it into sweet potatoes or whole grain bread, another solution if you cant live without rice, eat "red rice" (it's known as beras merah in indonesia). btw, what the h*ll is happening in medan? it's so hot these days. =.=" it's 30 deg celcius here and i am melting. while it's 35-40 deg celcius in medan. ohmygodness. i cant tolerate that heat. poor medanese.. please bear with it, huh?

i like 'semur jengkol'!!! you dont eat it usually, right sister?
she said mom bought it and i started to think that it is really supposed to cheer me up, huh?? hahahahha.. one thing that hasnt changed, you guys still bribe me with foods, huh? lol. #in my family, i am well-known of my passion of eating. hahahhaa. you guys are really something!

so, i have made a decision. i'll try not to eat mammals now. hmmm, i was thinking to be a vegan actually. but i think i cant totally make it happen (although i dont eat any meat anymore these months), i am just not ready. i still like to browse for food blogs and seeing good pictures of it. so, i take the first step not to eat mammals. btw, i eat lots of fruits recently. oh maaannnnn, is there any disease of overeating fruits. i do eat so much. it's summer! the only thing i want is sth fresh. i dont have freezer here, so i cant buy ice cream >.< the solution is lots lots lots of fruits. hehehhee. you know what, i ate 3/4 watermelon in a day. lolssss... i went to toilet once in a half hour afterwards. hehehehehe...

#another thing to be thought. hmmmm... should have to put more concerns on it.

sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu