waiting

ja ja. exams done. 1 year college done. everyting is done. the only thing i could do now is just waiting. waiting for the result, apply for the uni, waiting again for the confirmation letter, waiting for some good news, waiting and waiting. you know what, everyone doesn't like to wait for sure. but i really have a big hope. i really hope i would get a good news this week. not about my exam's result, another thing that is realy important to me. could it just happen as i think? i am really nervous. i know it wont be as easy as i think, it wont going as smooth as i think. but i have lived my life like this for (almost) 20 years. think as much as i want, think that everything will go as well as i want. though some didn't work, but i do really hope for it. jaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... W.A.I.T.I.N.G.. annoying, huh?

what to do on holidays? first of all, watching dramaaaa. hahaha. 49 days is the title of the series drama this time. try not to skip too much. haha. the only one thing i hate watching drama is, i become too 'sentimental, melankolis, dll'. i am crying because of the scenes of the film and also because it's remembering me of my life. missing to meet my lovely ones. missing to hug my lovely ones, imagine that how great it is when my life could have happy ending like the drama, imagine to have the secret admire, the one that will appear whenever, wherever we need, imagine of this and that.. those are the bad effects of drama. however, time goes fast by enjoying it. hahahhaa.

mood of the day: netral. dont feel happy, sad, emotional, usw. just dont feel anything. and try not to feel anything. just want to ignore everything, i mean everything. =)

happy holidays guys.



sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu