should i lose my hopes? one of them didn't come true. got the bad news yesterday. i have thought day and night, am i just too positive, too optimistic? even i dont dare to tell my sister about this. nobody knows, nobody except this christine lestari. i slept all the day. no strength, noone to be talk to ( since my mom is not in medan ), seeing all my friends have their holidays and go back to hometown just make me sad, trying not to get online because my sisters will ask how do i do. you know what, the cl now becomes more and more lonely. she simply doesn't feel talk to others, share to others like she used to before. she isolates herself from others.
she is not the cheerful one anymore. not the one who is walking but jumping also. now she is walking so slowly without any energy, walking with the empty eyes. she is tired now. she's laughing at days, but crying at nights. what a life??
jaaaa, you know what? last blog update tell that i was very happy, and now so?? bentar gini bentar gitu. ni orang kenapa si? uda gila kali ye? g beres amet? dll.. i dont want to know what people think. i just know i could write all things here, since i dont have someone to talk to now. it's really great to have a blog!
sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu
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