i was nervous that day

26.03.2010, last year, the day i received a phone call from the embassy of germany. i was being told that my study visa is going to be issued. i just need to go there, give some documents they need, and taraaaa... visa is in hand. you know what, i was really happy yet nervous that time. happy because everything's going well ( not all study visa could be accepted ) after long long waiting. happy because i am going to study again, fyi at the beginning of march i quit from USU and doing nothing at home except doing some grammar exercises. being nervous, thinking what i am going to do? buy tickets as soon as possible to jakarta, checking the available ticket to germany, preparing all stuffs i need. nervous, imagine that i am not in my country anymore, imagine how i count on myself, imagine this and that. but it turns out not to be so bad. hahhaa. i met so may hokkianese here and now i am living with them. i do really thankful to all of you, my big big brothers. haha. few days ago when i was so bored, i started cehcking my inbox, reading one by one. i was being told to wear more clothes cause of the weather, being asked if i was okay or not, if i was lost on the street. they teach me deutsch every weekend, searching, downoading, copying the exercises, give some materials and advice so that i could pass my language exam, and i dit it! though the result's not so good. and now, after almost 1 year, i could check the weather by myself, decide if i should have to wear more layers or not, no more lost on the streets, but still, i always ask for help. so annoyable CL, huh? somehow i feel that i have bothered them a lot, and decided to learn by myself, browsing by myself in order to get what i need. na ja, almost 1 year..

back to exams week. T.T first exam was not good at all. just wish i could pass it. it's not because the questions were too difficult, but it's pure my fault! i was just too nervous that time. man oh man. but i did well the phsysik mechanik exam yesterday. hope there's no small mistakes again. physik elektro to go on tuesday. haven't touch it at all. plan to make it tonight and tomorrow as well. bgadang oh bagadang. hehe. best days guys

sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu