how to express our feelings directly to the person? how to say it out loud? why can't I just be honest to myself? have you ever had the same case, guys?
hmm, the story began,
when i was calling my mom on her bornday,
you know what, i was planning to say 'ma, wo hen xiang hen xiang ni. zhu ni sheng ri kuai le. be healthy always.'
what did i say at last?
i opened the conversation with, 'maaaa, happy bday yaa, sehat selalu' *with a lil high intonation ( mencegah perasaan yg malu2 terungkap ). in that 1,5 hour conversation, i kept telling to myself, ' say what do you feel, CL! say it, say it! ', and at last i told my mom that i miss.. her cooks. oh man! gitu aje kog malu ye? ampun dahhhh. but before i hang up, i did say shortly, 'i miss you, ma'. hahaha. finally yeee.
time goes by, day by day, it's been 1 year. kinda so short, huh? tinggal mengejapkan mata uda 1 thn. na ja, white day might be not too popular day for others. vday is more popular among teenagers. but i prefer white day than vday. hohhoo. i simply don't like yg byk org suka n rayain e deh. hahaha. jadinye g ad yg khas. though somehow i feel vday is good too. chocolate's day gitu loo.. ahahha. back to the main topic, hari yg dimana org2 d fb g byk yg tulis happy white day, inilah yg mjadi hari 'anniversary' ku. hahha. tanda tanya muncul di kepala tmn2ku. tp y gpp d, biarlah diriku yg tau smua cerita di baliknye. my bad for making the bginning of this day so tragic? wekaweka. hmmm.. *thinking so long. don't know what to say. kali ini g bs dtulis pake kata2. just recall the memories on this day and smileeee.. happy white day, happy bday, happy day...
sabbe satta bhavanthu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu
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