Knocked Out

Hi everyone! How's your monday? (Though it's tuesday in another countries now). Mine was a very unproductive day Hahahhaha. Being too tired on weekend. Part time was so hectic that from the second i arrived till i went home i didnt even fmanage to drink up my water. Legs were screaming out loud. Hahaaaaa. Thinking back, it has been quite some time that i get angry at someone. Well, the story started from a collegue of mine was plaing prank at me. I usually dont get so serious to their 'jokes'. I could sometimes throw the same jokes too. But hellooo??? When you are so busy doing your things  and your friends keep bothering you???? i dont even know what kind of day yesterday was? But orders are just like crazy. Nonstop! It's just like 1st january! The difference is ,yesterday i had to do everything alone (orders and cutting stuffs) for the first 4hours till the next part timer came, while on the 1st jan my collegue and I did everything together from the very start (just orders, cause we did the cutting on the previous day). Sooo, never ever disturbing someone who is so h*ll busy doing sth #lessonlearnt. But everything 's okay at the end. Hahahaa. I think i got mad just for few minutes, evacuate those bills were more important for us. A high five ended our day . That's it! Another weekend passed!

I often think, where are all the strength come from? Idk as well! But for sure, i could tell ya,  the situation and environment shape your personality. Choose wisely and adapt! Telling the truth, i get influenced easily, either by people or things. That's why my mom always telling me "hangat hangat taik ayam e hui2. Hari ini mao ini besok uda gak". Hahahahaa. But thanks God I could still differentiate the bad and good ones. Not always ending up following the trend or you'll get yourself lost in no way. Hold tight your own principles even though some will laugh at or critisize you as an oldy girl who lives in this new era. seeing how th people live in my hometown is quite surprising. People originally tend to "save money for the future" are changing to "YOLO which means you only live once". anyway, it's their life. Nth to do with me though. Dont interupt others so others wont interupt you =)

As i am aging day by day, i realise that every mother in the world is the best person out of all. They never know the word "tired". Someday, I'll story-tell my children with my part time job and make sure that they could learn to appreciate every single thing given to them. Talking about the future family, i actually think alot! Lolll.. cut it off here

Another heart breaking news, after the app with orthodontist i decided that my teeth being handled here. Yes, till they are 'good' enough. Quite disappointed with the previous orthodontist who applied my brackets back in my hometown. I was being told that the brackets application wasnt good enough (read:  asal2an). Moreover, a small piece of tooth which is supposed to be unplugged, is still there!!!! A very careless mistake i could tell. So, i'll redo the brackets application. Another 3 appointments in 3weeks. So whaat with the heart breaking part? The COST! (It's enough for 5 times return ticket berlin-medan-berlin). Would like to scream out loud, but it wont fix the prob. What i need to do now, never think to quit frm the part time job. I actually want to start to save some money. Everyone needs some saving for the future, right (remembering i aint that young anymore)? Again, future is unpredictable. Not the right time i think. Keep the spirit cl! It's just the beginning of the year. Another best thing will come. Have faith!! =)

Should I learn to live my own life from now on? Trying to make decision on my own? Is it the time for your youngest daughter to accept the cruel society? #Galauanakbuntut

"Makanya tahun depan jangan single lagi cl"#sarandariacek

Sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. Saddhu saddhu saddhu