A fine friday

Happy Friday! ohmygod. Time really flies. It's just like i had my weekend yesterday, and will have another weekend tmrw 😥. I had a chitchat with another 'baba' friend (read: lay) yesterday. Well, she finally posted a very first pic on instagram! Hahahha. Just cant bear not to teasing her. Okay, she made me feel quite guilty. She asked me to find another part time job with a better salary and use my one month 'holiday' wisely. Well, i couldnt do that lovely layyyyy. Hahahha. Finding another part time job, work for a month, and then quit? People will blacklist christine lestari then! Hahhaha. Okay, back to the uploaded pic, she told me she was volunteering in a playground by painting the walls with cute animals (dog, bird, butterfly, giraffe, etc). At that moment i ask myself, how long has it been since the last time i did sth good for others? I DID think, plan to do sth. But it never work! Never! So lame huh? Well, i hate a plan actually. Frankly to say, i do most things impromptu. Okay, so after galau2an for a night, i woke up today and  manage to buy some bread n co. Made some sandwiches and brought them to a place where homeless people queue for food every afternoon. That's what i could do for now. Well, it's not much, but i just hope they would have "TGIF" as well. Thankyou lay for the inspiring chat! 😁

Okay, teasing came from my friends and my sister because of my previous post (the wall is slowly falling down). Trying to be as cool as possible, i am not denying anymore. Yes, i try to throw the word "denial" far far away (that's what i was doing these past years. Deny everything and everyone). But again, i just want everything flows by itself. I do not want to think too far, not expect too much ( the higher your expectation is, the more you'll get hurt ). For the moment, i am thankful for what i have. Great family, friends, and you who keeps arguing with me before your bed time. Whatever will happen tmrw, everybody has no idea. So why bother to think too far?

Have a great weekend everyone! And remember, SMILE!

Sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. Saddhu saddhu saddhu