Arggghhhh... am gonna punch myself. really disappointed of me. i let myself falling into sadness and humsickness without any reasonable reasons. d*mn it!!!! I am such a failure, huh? So lameeee... everything changes when. i read one of my friend's blog. His writting makes me realise that i am a loser. how come i am complaining like a baby (because going back in berlin), while he is on his way pursuing his dreams?? That's why sometimes i need people like them around me. i need a spirit booster. have read a status update from a friend of mine who studies in MIT, which said that she has drunk 4 cups of coffee a day, amd it's not enough to keep her awake. she doesnt even try to have a sleep!!! She has no time to sleep. I.wanna.be.like.them
I'll think more about my future. My next goal is to pass TOEFL test with a good score. CL schafft es! bon courage!gonna use my left 1 week holiday effectively.
Thank you for sending me all great friends to me. Thank you for giving me a great and amzing family. Thanks, GOD. happy weekend guys
Sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu
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