i admit i am the most careless person in the world. i haven't change, even a lil bit. i am still the careless-cl. may i cry out lout? i just really want to cry and cry now. i know, cry won't change anything. how come a person who took the very very important exam, made such nonsense mistakes? how come she did not see the 3rd page? how come she only did 2 pages texts instead? it is more than careless, isn't it? people say, belajar dari pengalaman. how about me? i failed! "org tu dibilangin 1x ato 2x uda cukup, tapi saya?".. nobody should be blamed! i am the worst, and i mean the worst. i do realize, i am writing with really really high emotion and really really deppresed. i am pretty sure, there is no man as careless as me.
what should i do now? how could i pass these 2 days till the result comes out? what will happen 2 days later? oh gooodddd. i do never feel this hurt before. and i could say, it is H.U.R.T. dissapointed of myself. stress to the max..
may i hope for a miracle? may i?
sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu
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