ich bin nervoes

dag dig dug dag dig dug, i can feel that my heart's beat becomes faster and faster now. thinking about monday, dealing with the papers, should have to fight with the most scariest part ( HV ), concentrates well. i do feel better whenever i feel entweder happy oder sad by updating my blog. don't know why. typing, cheer myself up by my own writing, complaining everything here really work. hehe.. better than watching the screen, but pikiran melayang2.

hmmm.. webcaming with rinie and lay, keep on questioning them ( rinie especially ), hearing her story start my day. maybe i was the last one who hears your story ( siu khi au la.. ), but, really happy when see you got your one already. huahua.. once again, congratz yoo. i just don't know why, i laugh everytime when i remember your sweet story. that just happen. haha.. and you know, i am laughing now, again. haha. is it could be called the feeling "bahagia di atas kebahagiaan org lain"?

find out that HV isn't so scary as i have thought. put more concentration, try to get the plot of the news, and make some logical relation by myself, that's all i need to do. learn lots of vocabularies ( verb, noun, adj, usw. ). i just wish all of them could stay in my mind not for a short time. but, you know, they just pass by, said hello, and went back. however, some stay ( they show up often ).

for someone, i don't know if you still read this blog or no, but i still can't decide it yet. need to concentrate more to my exam. just see then. whatever my decision is, i hope it is the best. try to give a mind about it till monday. thanks anyway.

ja, as expected, gain back my soul yg sudah berterbangan kemana2 sebelumnya. haha.. give the credit to my blog. huahua. HV, i am coming. hehe



sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu