i dont like this. genauer gesagt, i hate this! i hate my sentimental feeling. i hate everything about me today. i blame myself today. i even hate to see my face in the mirror. i felt i am the ugliest creature in the world. i tried to think more rationally. but it ended up not as i want. i begin to think what is the purpose of life, why do some people so and the other so, etc etc etc. and things become so complicated. my head is going to explode if i continue to think and think. fortunately i have lecture and homework everyday. at least it kills the time. something is not fine here. but this time, i am trying to find what's the problem instead of "no hiu"..
yes, i am 21. i should throw my ego far far away. i know how it exactly feels, when you are being ignored. hahaha. truly sorry for the one, whom i have ignored in the past
#yeahhhhhh. catching up catching up catching up with him today. =D
sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu
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