Dear You,

hello You, how do You do?
even though i dont wanna know anything about You,
i still wish You stay healthy always
in the future i aint going to bother to ask how do You do anymore
how come i still hope and pray the best for You every morning
but You even dont wanna know how my life is going here

Yes, You have totally changed my life
You made me cried out loud
You made me stay awake in the middle of the night
You made me to have those nightmares

I am too dumb to still
hope,
hope, and
hope
that one day You will change to the one i used to know
sounds pathetic, huh?
(for readers: you may say Yes and laugh at me)

but, my life goes on and on
i do really cherish the bad things that happened to me
as long as i learn to let go, the good things come to cover up the bad ones
i do really thank you

somehow i doubt,
what i have done, that i deserve to have so many good people around me
.., that i deserve to live my life so well without lacking of anything

btw, i would like to say,
i stop to hope, that You will change
i stop to hope, that You will back as i used to know
i thank You for all the time

Sincerely,
Christine Lestari

#i dont know that it would be very tired inside here

sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata, saddhu saddhu saddhu