no title for this posting. there's no word that suits to my whatever condition and feeling. i did really have a nice, not good, nice again, and back bad day again. *sigh. as always, checking emails, skimming facebook, friendster, blog, every morning before i head to school. i should have to start my day with a great spirit of mine. speechless.. after i knew that it was handmade stuff. i even couldn't do it, though i am a girl. turn to the other mood, did the exam not so well. 2/3 of the questions are theory. we had our exam together with the other class. even the cleverest friend of mine, who really like informatic, said that it was difficult! hmmm.. but i din't feel bad at that time. i just felt i have done my best. the worst part of my day is when the result of D1 has been given. and you know what? i was really surprised. really dissapointed. got 11/19. nur 50% habe ich gescchaft. did bad in the writing part. the teacher himself told me that i do better in the class. he did ask me what happened with me on the exam day. quite nervous? hmmm. keine Ahnung. i almost failed, guys! T.T ich bin sehr traurig. though there are many people who failed, but i didn't satisfy at all. na ja.. i may not complain too much, since others got worse mark than me in many subjects. stil bleiben ist am besten.

after the saddest part, as promised, i would like to explain the materials for tomorrow's exam. as time goes, more and more people come to the sudy hall. meet my classmates and from the other class as well. it's fun to learn together. time showed 19.45, it means 15 minutes before the study hall closed. i decided to go home since i was hungry ( haven't had my lunch ). wish them gud luck for the exam. i myself don't have the selfconfidence as i had for the last mechanic test. need to make more exercises then.

was noch? hmmmm. not feeling well. got to have a rest. wake up for the next 4 hours. hope i could make it. hohoho.

sabbe satta bavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu