yohoooo... as i have planed, i will sleep till 10 o'clock in the morning on my first holiday. hehe. and i did it. i got my 'rapor' yesterday( that's what my friend called. rapot? hahaha. mirip anak SD aje ). had the same Durchschnitt ( rata- rata ) with her. actually she deserve to get the higher durchschnitt, but just because of the so called nilai tugas, it reduces some score of her. but we are two good students i think. haha. Zum Glueck bleibe ich in der gleichen Klasse. i don't want to move to the other class, though my Deutsch 1 und 2 teachers are still the same. i just love my classmates and the environment. what should i do in my holidays? besides sleep till 10 o'clock of course. haha. aha, praj is coming here on 2 feb. got to make accompanian for him since he is here. ( lagipula awak jg blm kmane2 selama ini karena penyakit malesku ). hahha. really really bad side that i could not change till now. penyakit males utk keluar JJ. niat si ada. cm malesnye itu g tertolong dah.
had a phone call with mom. not so much to say. just told me about my school. and told her i have gained weight again. as expected, she answered, " ya ho lo ( na gut ) ". haha. my lovely mom. never ask this daughter to go on some diet or whatever. she reminded me to take the vitamins always. and as always, i don't take it. hahahha. just sometimes when i remember. how bad i am, huh? i shared some stories to her, but only the good ones. haha. in case i don't want to make her worry because of this disobedient girl. i wonder, how long time i need to make her really proud of me, and really have no worries of this youngest daughter? how much time again that i need to make her happy and enjoy her old time? though she always say that she is still 17 years old mom. hahaha. i love you, mom. i really do.
na jaaaa, recall my lovely places this evening. and i found that i miss those places very much. i do want to go back there with the same atmosphere. but i just can't. i am such a coward. i don't want to admit this kind of feeling. i am fooling myself. i tried to think of another thing i can do just to keep away this kind of feeling. but it appears everytime when i am alone, when i have nothing to do, when i am walking by myself, when i am going to sleep, besonders when i face some difficulties. i simply can not... ignore.. it...
sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu
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