Fight!

yeah.. i'll take the last exam. whatever the result will be, i am not going to concern about it. the point is, "fight till the end". just had a phone call with my mother and i complained to her that i am so stressed bla bla bla bla. you know what, she was not telling me better to take the exam in my final year if i think i cant do it. she questioned me, "how come i am giving up before fighting??" mundur sebelum berperang??. she said it's just not like her daughter. yeah, again, she recalled all the past memories of the small cl who could take the test even when she forgot to learn it. *there was a time in my childhood that i forgot i had a test the next day. i just realised it in the morning on the D-Day. at that time i was soooooo panic. haha. but i still had a look even though i couldnt read all the materials. but the main point is, she wants me to fight till the end. not going to give up easily. idk if she realised that i cried as soon as she recalled me with my childhood time, but i thank her a lot. yes mom, i'll fight! i'll take the exam!

the story behind it, is actually: i did some skimmming at the last year paper, and it's just crazy! i know nothing about it. there are lots of theory questions and my knowledge is simply not too wide. i am still a freshmen here. lolssss.. so i started to think to stop learning and unregister my name of having the exam. before i do it, i called my mom. and that is it! let's do it! hhehehehhehehe

i am such a crying baby, huh? how come taking exam or not should ask a mother's opinion? how come you couldnt make a decision by yourself cl? OMG!! hahahahaha.. whatever it is, it's a big relief after talking with my mom. =D
she told me if i am studying here and stress out because of it, it's better to stay at USU (fyi, i studied at USU for 1 semester before i come to berlin. hehe)

just 1 week to go. I.ABSOLUTELY.CAN.DO.IT =) =)

ah yeah, i just had a small chit chat with suahu yesterday. suahuuuuuuu,, jiayouuuuuu... you never be alone. you have us, you know?? at least there are lay and me as sesama joblowati who still accompany you. hahahahahahaha
and for kodok, have a nice TRIP in geneva for a month! hahahahhaa.

#thank you for being my mom and stay 24/7 for me

sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu