hoaammmmm

i keep yawning all the day. lol. all the papers just make me wanna sleep. 3 down, 2 more assignments to go. i find it hard to finish this informatic stuff. *.* really stucked at this point. somehow i do understand if you ask me to interpret those programming language. but, if i am asked to think, plan, design those sentences, omoooo. i am waving white flag. starting from senior high school, then college, i have had no fun with programming. hahahha. it's all about logic, and yes, i got the point. but yeahhhh... i want a simple life, not those programming sentences.

hmmm.. i am in process to gain a lil weight, just a lil bit. hahaha. wanna to donate some of my blood to the so called "PMI" here. you could donate your blood if you weight min. 45kgs in indonesia, but you need more here. (*you know, it's western criteria. lols. asians are always assumed small and slim here. it's nice right? hahaha). it's been quite long time since i do social activities, i hope i could fulfil all the requirements. i have done it once, and i found out that my blood pressure is actually too low to do a donor. but, at that time i insisted to do it. *you know la, people in my hometown not too strict about this. they asked me if i had headache or not, i said no. then, they allowed me to do it. they even told me that my blood's so fresh and good after the donor. lol. but but but, the story was unfortunately not kind of happy ending style. as my mom knew about it, i got scolded a whole day!! lol. she did really worry about me. she claimed that i am not such a superhero or superwoman. i get sick easily. when my face got pale, she would directly asked me if i am okay. hahahahha. i am so sorry mom. You do really suffer a lot because of me, huh? sort of hardheaded daughter. but, no problems, idoloveyou mom. hehehehhe

listening to some old songs from my fav singer, jacky cheung remembering me of the young and childish me. hahaha. now, i am old and NOT childish anymore, aint I?? lololol.

#as you are growing up, you'll find it harder to cry out loud. it's simply the nature rule.

sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu