It's October! Feel nervous, excited yet sad. nervous that uni's life is there right in front. how is it? Are the lecturer kind? Will i make good friends? Excited to have things to accomplish now. Sad to leave my hometown. Life will be harder, crueler, yet colorful from now on. what i have to do is, be stronger, tougher, more patient day by day. Never ever give myself up when life tries to put me down there. wake up! , because september has ended.
I chatted with my third sister last night it was quite late. we talked each other till we both felt asleep. she tild me that she would cry when i go back next week. she asked how about me. Huwaaa, my cool sister turns out to be warm hearted sister. I wonder what is going to happen on my departure day. Just need to hold on my tears at least till the boarding gate. Okay okay, mellow mellow mood asidee.
Had a quite long coversation with one of my bestfriends who i miss so much out there. sydney ist aber so weitweitweitweitweg. >.< we agreed that we are old already. Somehow she could feel like, mmmm, wanna have her other soulmate. passing the darling harbour and seeing so many couples there make her feel so. oh my lovely friend.. haha. you are so adorable and cutee. she wonder what my life would be as soon as my uni begins and told me to keep her uptodate. haha. looking for soulmate? Not now. not 1 month, 2months, or even 6 months more. It's not an easy thing to look for the true one who we can believe in, who knows anything bout us and still likes us. na ja, she said we lost to JHS students since we havent had a relationship even once till now. lol. i knew she was joking. and i agreed with her statement. how poor we are, huh? Hahaha. This is absolutely not the thing we should have to rush. just let it be and
cherish evry single thing we alread possessed before they go and leave for us.
Happy birthday to my sister. i wish you all the best. have great days ahead. hope you'll find your one soon. have a blast. be maturer, wiser, and of course prettierrrr. haha. love you. <3
Best luck for the coming up exam, usu ers!
Sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu
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