very very plooonggg now. hati ini sungguh terasa sangat lega. setelah smua uneg2 dikeluarkan semua, pikiran pun tidak penat lagi. my sunny days come back! high spirit is back as well. lalalalla.. had a midnight phone call with my mom yesterday ( at 6 o'clcok in the early morning in medan ). the time sounds not really good at all, right? midnight and early morning?? what the tiiittt?? hahaha.. it's time to go to bed for me, and time to prepare breakfast for my mother. hehe. egal deee.. the most important thing,bad things inside this head must out asap. cried a lot yesterday. just realised that i was being spoilt in my hometown for 18 years. all the stuffs that i have told to my mother are considered as small things for her. small things that dont deserve anything from me. they dont deserve my tears, my should-be-beautiful-day. fyi, those stuffs have just ruined my whole day! so depressed that day! both physicly and mentally. hahahha. there is no exaggerate here. the ones that know my story will understand it. ciakakaka. and now, new page begins. pages that should be filled with just great things, memories.
what i would like to say, really2 thanks to my pendengar sejatiiii. you are the ones who i could really hang on. i know, i may not be so dependable girl. but sometimes, i do really really need someone to hear all my feelings. just hear it, no less no more. i feel so great to find out that you still want to hear my stories, although most of them are terrible ones, huh? hehehe.. vielen vielen Dankk..
hmmm, about studkol, yeahhhh... 2 weeks to go... exams exams exams.. herzlich willkommen. let us get along and be the best team! hehe.. pray for the best then. couldn't promise anything. viel Erfolg!
sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu
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