huwaaaaa...

and again.. huwaaaa.. long time i don't use that word. and this is the right time. oh my godness! i could burn all the house this time. i really did turn off the stove before i went out. but i did it the wrong way? oh nooo.. eko was the first one to be at home. don't know the exactly case, but i think i could imagine how bad the situation was. the house's full of smoke. as i went home, the smoke's till there ( and till this morning ). eko said even police and firefighters came and knocked the door loudly as soon as he arrived home. people outside might think that our house was burning at that time. i am really a girl that can't live without carelessness, huh? idk what will happen to me next time. what kind of carelessness i will do? =.="

got myself being cold ( though i have been covered by blanket and the heater is on ). i thought i need to check the weather and found out... -17 degree celsius on the screen. no wonder. long long winter. need more time to face it's end.

and again for so, what should i do exactly? you may say that i am such a cold-hearted girl or whatever, but i need to be responsible of what i was saying before. new year comes, plan your new better life and enjoy it.

and for your grandma, wish she can be better day by day so that she can be an active, cheerful, and always-luvly grandma for you. miss my grandma.. miss the time she always asks me what i would like to eat every 1-2 hours. >.<

sabbe satta bhavanthu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu