Wednesday, November 3, 2010

i'll do it well tomorrow, i promise!

hmmmm.. (take a deep breath and try to calm myself down). feels better after let the tears flowing down. unpredictable things just happened. to you, thanks for making me extremely sad and makes me spend my time jut for crying out loud, thanks also for making me to lose my mood to study (fyi, i have my exam tomorrow), and thanks for talking all nonsense things. i did really say thank you (*smiling). because of you, i realise how worth my mom is, i appreciate her more day by day. you know what, she is really my superhero. ok, i admit it, you really got me this time.

but, 'dibalik segala sesuatu, pasti ada hikmahnya', i gain the hikmah by your irresponsible attitude. i do realise, that i have my friends who sincerely cheer me up, who stays in the midnight for the accompanian and make me sure i am fine. and, i gain more spirit to prepare for my exam. deutsch 1 part was not so good, especially in listening part, everyone sieht so stress aus. but, na ja, never lose hope. hope i could get better mark. i promiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i will do my very best tomorrow. concentrate, concentrate, and concentrate. waktunye pas2an amet ujian kali ini. normally 3 questions for 90 minutes. this time, 9-10 questions. ad bagian a,b,c,d lagi. go go go, cl! jia you!!!!!!!!!!!! be the stronger cl back!

hmmm, am i a so-nice-girl as they said? recently, i gained too many praises. they said i do my tasks really good, i am a dilligent girl, i learn everything fast and good, usw. but, i would like to say is: i am absolutely NOT that kind of girl. i am still learning, learning, and learning. you know what, praises are bad things of all. not good for your health (*honestly). however, try to be the good one as you think then.

sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu

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