start to not like this feeling

hola ( means : 'hi' in Spanisch ), not feeling well physicly and mentally. ( so hyperbolic yee, wekaweka ). i have been out from home for ca. 13 hours and standing for 12 hours yesterday. got out at 10.30 and arrived at 00.10. wat the tiiittt i was doing outside, huh? MOM may not know bout this. i was really tired, took a short sleep at U-Bahn ( underground transportation ), not a really deep sleep of course, in case i should be careful and take care of myself. as soon as i arrived home, mumu was drunk. he kept talking nonsense and sounds a lil bit sarcastic. my other homemates told me to ignore it. you know what? i was really tired, and this situation came! i rushed into my room, changed my clothes, and turned on my PC. usually i did chit chat with them before i go to sleep. but, to prevent my tears rolled down by mumu's words and got angry, i prefered to stay in my bedroom after i took an apple. ( luckily i still got 1 apple rest, i was starving though i have eaten tortilla before ).

as the result, as soon as i woke up this morning and did my morning-routinities (prayed and checked emails), i rushed (again) to buy more apples and kacannnnggg. those are my breakfast. huahua.. hmm, i'm starting to hate the felling which people call it 'missing'. honestly, i'm not kinda girl that could miss someone often. 'no hiu' suits me at all. i need a pair of ears to listening all my keluh kesah. i used to tell it to mom actually. but, i couldn't tell i ate kacang as my breakfast and went home by 00.10. mom is out of list for now. haha. but i really miss youuuuu. i realised this long way distance already. but, hey, tech improves and improves all the time. we got oovoo, skype, webcam, usw. let's hope this feeling can go away slowly ( tough i'm not sure enough )

college starts again. yeahhhhhh... loves it. i love to be active, active, and active. need to put more efforts on my lessons back. go go go , cl!

did some sketches these few days







sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu