huwaaaaa (again). errr... what should my mom, my family exactly should react when i am going to tell her that cl now is really bad in English. all those medalls and trophies are going just to be a history. i am not the cl that can stand on the stage anymore, i am not the cl that could rebut the statements from others anymore, and i am not longer the cl that can feel so confidence in front of many people. why could it happen? it's just a simple answer, my English is too bad now. really! i am worse than the junior high school ones, you know. with this kind of condition, nobody will never believe that i was an English teacher , sectional leader in ELDS in the past.
but, the past cl still the past cl. the cl that likes to try sth new, stand up again everytime she falls will never die for sure (hope so). to be honest, all of my classmates in English class are really great, really advanced ones. not including me for now, due to my not so good quality. i thought to move to the lower level when the lesson began. and 'but' again, i kept my mind to do it. during the lesson, i could just get used to (though i think the lecturer speaks non-stop and fluently English). i even felt excited by his fast-teaching ways. at the end, i could simply catch up. hmmm, speaking session came. and oh my god. we were only supposed to give our opinion about ourr country, what is the official language of our country, etc. i would like to say more, but yeah, my mouth and brain didn't cooperate well. Deutsch came all the time. zzzz... i will stay in this class! improve my English! though i doubt i could get a good mark from the 'killer' lecturer. just try then. go go go!
hmm.. cl opens the consultation service now. haha.. quite busy to give suggestions, informations to my future juniors. wekaweka. i am very happy to tell about the visa procedures, how's life here, how to apply yo college, etc. finally, medan-ers will come. though i couldn't lepas rindu with medan-ersku, sm juniorku jg boleh de. hahahha.. waiting for u guys.
sabbe satta bhavantu sukkhitata. saddhu saddhu saddhu
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