Dreams

Got bad dreams 2 days ago, then got nice(?) dream this morning. need to control my feeling these few days. quite hard, but yaa.. (again) cl gt loh. sometimes i feel that cl is really cool. eventhough she really feels sad (sometimes), she could hide her feeling in front of her family and others successfully, even she can always make joke in school and home. but, deeply inside, nobody knows what she thinks. she really wants to make her family always happy, especially her mom. try not to make her mom worry too much.but, in other case, sometimes she feels that cl is nobody. compare to the ones who have no family, no friends, no house, even maybe they eat nothing for days; but they surive! cl deserves nothing more! she has gotten the best for 19 years, more than enough i think.

bout the bad news? keine Lust to talk bout it. really hope it won't happen to me. nice dream? hmm.. dreamed bout my friends, high school time, hang out together, suddenly really miss all of them.gud luck for USU-ers and happy holidays for singaporean. hoho